Superior

Aw..

2009-11-09T20:39:16Z

I miss my friend ;_;

iz_alicious @ 2009-11-08T21:33:00

2009-11-09T02:50:19Z

Rant.

People like me are not supposed to be existing in this world. And by existing, I mean it in the same context as the adage "If a tree falls in the middle of the forest with no one around, does it make a sound?" I say this to myself, realizing that I am one of those people, if there is anyone else out there like me (doubtful), that does not exist in the minds of others, has not a mind that co-exists freely with the minds of other people in this world.

Maybe just in this society, I'm like that, but I've made such excuses before. I tend not to be one others choose to engage with, regardless of environment. I could immediately leap into a million and ten self-conscious reasons why this might be, but that's not the aim of this journal. All I really wanna say is that I'm understanding how a person such as myself will never be - although this sounds self-deprecating - accepted by others. Every bit of me, my mind, my humor, my appearance, my philosophy, my morals, my standards, my perspective. I'm truly not cut out for regular socialization or assimilation into normal society.

It's saddening, but it's also uplifting. It's saddening because I'll forever be lonely and be unable to shake the fact that perhaps I'm just good enough for no one, and then I'll get myself into a depressed rut, one I've been stuck in many times before, and I'll constantly go over every single self-conscious point I already assured I wouldn't delve into. It's uplifting because it's a relief, almost, knowing that I don't -have- to face the people if I was made not to. I am a completely independent person, and happiness flows best in my lonesome. Not to mention the feeling of superiority I feel that's quite liberating.

I should spend my life delving into philosophy and ideas that keep my thinking freely alone, likely contributing to my insanity (an insanity claimed by others for lack of a better term for everything I've described thusfar). A beautiful intention if not taking into account my -fickleness- involving that beautiful insanity. That, and the fact that I have not yet even accurately described what that feeling even is, if others experience such a thing, though I've come close with interesting theories. How I'd love to understand my mind!

Pas en anglais

2009-09-25T23:11:52Z

アメリカ人は素敵をだよ

Il y a un idée qu'éxiste dans mon éspirit qui dicte ce phrase «tout le monde est une personne égoïste qui n'a pas le temps pour l'action de crée un monde imaginatif.» Si c'est un idée stupide, je ne soigne pas, pour, vous voyez, ce phrase a été prouvé. Mon... copain, vous voyez, est malheureusement l'un de ces peuples. Ah, maintenent il n'a pas de visage de égoïstique, mais.... sa problemme est differente. C'est assez stupide, en fait. C'est très simple: il me parle trop beaucoup. Ouais. Parce-que je le deteste quand les peuples me parle, malheureusement! Alors, j'ai pensé que je ne suis pas adapté pour un relation. Mais ce n'est pas tout. Vous voyez, il est aussi très grand. :| Trop grand. Et j'aime petit. Je sortirais avec un homme plus petit que moi. Pas TROP petit, donc.

Je dois l'écrire en français parce-que de la chance que il le voit. :)

11 people thing that I've just decided to do now because I saw someone else do it

2009-07-26T23:32:05Z

The Rules:

+ list 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
+ don't say who they pertain to.
+ feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
+ never discuss it again.

1) So listen, you're one of my best friends, but on occasion, you can honestly annoy the fuck out of me. Maybe you know this, maybe you don't (you pretend to know things that you don't - another annoying quality of yours), but I still seem to find it necessary to remind you of one of the most annoying aspects of our friendship. Even my mother is annoyed with you and can't believe how rude you are sometimes.

2) Wow, what an interesting relationship we have. The first time we met was awesome, and I've always been both in admiration and slightly intimidated by you. But... well, no offense, sweetie, but you're seriously fugly. You have an awesome personality, but you're fugly. I kind of wish we could've remained friends, but I guess that was all my fault, huh? I guess I kinda miss you.

3) Ugh. I have a HUGE problem with you. Your head is not in the right place, and you need to realize right NOW that you're not the center of this universe. You act like you're this... starving artist and everyone hates you, but you're the one pissing everyone off with your bitchiness. You have NO FRIENDS, get it in your mind. I understand that you like putting me and others down because it makes you feel better, but you're getting NOWHERE higher in this world.

4) You've been seriously my best friend for what feels like forever. It's pretty pathetic, but you're so damn awesome, you actually pulled me out of the Great Depression of 7th Grade. I feel like everytime we're together, we create a million epic inside jokes (we must honestly have more inside jokes than anyone else on this planet). That, and I love your cats. <3

5) I feel like you've changed recently. Is it because you're trying to be more "badass"? You're really a funny person even if you talk too much, but I agree with everyone else, you need to try being yourself more than what you want to be imagined as. I'm guessing it has something to do with picking up girls? It's just forced and lame, that's all. :/

6) I hate you. I hate how you seem to hate me, and how you put up this bitchy facade. I'm sorry your life sucks, I'm sorry you have MPD or whatever it is, but do you really have to be that... selective when it comes to people? I tried being nice and friendly towards you, but you would make these snide remarks about shit like why am I trying to talk to you? Maybe you're being sarcastic? Maybe that's your idea of funny? I honestly have no idea.

7) Please stop everything you're doing. Start your life over. You fail. Stop crying. Stop writing shitty emo poems. Start. over. And forget about your imaginary boyfriend, he's literally killing you.

8) I used to really like you. I thought you had this unique kind of self-righteous charm about you. But now I realize that you're just doing that to make yourself feel better. You're actually pretty pathetic. I'm not going to lie - you're really beautiful, but please keep the modesty. I don't like this smug superiority you have about you.

9) I'm not gonna lie, I think you're amazingly hot. Oh mai. It's just too bad you don't seem to have much of a life. I'm not sure how well we'd get along together, we barely ever talk. But you're pretty funny in a.... nerdy way, and I find that rather charming.

10) You're boring. We used to be amazing friends. But now you don't seem too interested in me, so I'm not at all interested in you.

11) You and I have this special connection, I think. Maybe it has something to do with you being one of the first people I ever had.... like 10-paragraph conversations with. You're wonderfully easy to get along with. I wish I lived closer to you... :(

Rant Entry

2009-07-06T03:57:03Z

I wish I wasn't so introverted, I might then welcome other people into my life and KEEP them there. It's obviously because I'm quiet, or when I'm not, I say the wrong thing. Either way, people eventually end up forgetting about me. I suppose because that process is engraved in my script, I don't tend to stick with others for too long, maybe or maybe not I'm subconsciously certain I'll be forgotten about. I know it's my fault; I can only be an exciting person when I have the energy for it. My activity is directed towards work done alone, and I've always been that way. Again, I wish I wasn't so introverted. Then maybe I could be more assertive and direct others attention more towards me, or maybe if I just knew what to say most of them, I would say it and make an impression. I have a feeling many don't have an impression on me.

On a different note, I hate those fuckers who think that because I don't say much, I'm a weak person, and they assume they can do and say all the fuck they want to me. They don't know who they are.

Finally, I don't know if my creative streak is gone, or I'm just fucking pissed to no end that my brother took a knife to my video game disc. Whenever I get into this mood, I feel I have literally no self-worth. Okay, this is turning into a srsly personal journal.

You know, I think I might be used to feeling like the stupid one even if I'm not stupid-stupid. So that when I see someone less quick-witted than I, I hate them. It's all her fault, but at least I've been desensitized.

I do like assuming different personalities, though. Aaand it propels me into mindlessness. As has this. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm an idiot. It's true, I'm just an idiot.

iz_alicious @ 2009-04-28T19:39:00

2009-04-29T01:04:49Z

I look better when I'm thinner. To be Beatrix, I'm gonna try to lose 10 pounds.

I drew this.... extraordinary lineart of what Bea's costume should look like in the hour block of art class today.

Front, back, wig style, arm armor, shoe armor, under-leotard, and rose insignia. I should post it later.

Haven't updated in awhile

2009-04-12T23:43:00Z

Kingdom Hearts
~~Kingdom Hearts:~~ I'm debating in my mind which KH game I prefer... The first game has that sweet innocence, but the second game is much more epic.
~~Kingdom Hearts: Re:CoM:~~ AHA! RE:COM! The answer to all my prayers!! I absolutely loved this game. Probably because of the Riku part~ 'Tis now my favorite KH game.
~~Kingdom Hearts 2:~~ Gud game, gud game. I just bought a lovely Roxas plushie, and he's sitting right here on my bed next to me. <3
Birth by Sleep: This game looks pretty epic! It probably won't be out for a long time, though. :(
358/2 Days: So I WAS excited about this game until a number of things happened. 1) Nomura said it was gonna be really short, and 2) Xion is now officially The Game. So now I'm like ugh.

Final Fantasy
Final Fantasy: So I got this game on the PSP just for kicks because it IS, you know, the first Final Fantasy. I've only picked it up once so far, though, blasted other games to beat....
Final Fantasy II: PALAMECIA PALAMECIA PALAMECIA. Have my babies plz. :B :B Haw~ HALF an inside joke. :B <3<3<3 Er, anyway, I like this game so far. It's short, it's simple, but it has a very nice and pleasant vibe.
Final Fantasy III: So... it looks like I'm going to HAVE to buy this game on the DS, sigh. Hello, Luneth. This game and FFIV are the only ones I've yet to buy.
Final Fantasy IV: I got this game on the DS, but for the first time EVER, I had to return it based solely on how much I hated the graphics. I'm not usually like that, but for some reason I just.... couldn't play this game with those hideous, choppy, disgusting DS bubbles. I'm going to buy it again on the GBA eventually.
Final Fantasy V: Ahawlihaw, Butz is my hero. <3 I have it on PS1 with Anthologies, but I'd rather buy it for GBA just because Dr. Tot said the dialogue is a lot better. From what she said, though, this game is supposed to be amazing.
Final Fantasy VI: ALMOST. DONE. No, really. In fact, I COULD waltz straight up to Kefka right now if I didn't wanna level up a bit more first. Gawd, I love this game. 2nd favorite after FFIX.
~~Final Fantasy VII:~~ I love this game too... Tot and I were playing it again yesterday, and we got to the crossdressing part. Best. Scene. Ever. In. FF.
~~Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children:~~ MOTHER!!!!!!!!!! I got a Kadaj plushie too~ :D <3
~~Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus:~~ The only thing I liked about this game was Shelke. She was kuhl.
~~Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core:~~ 3rd favorite game after IX and VI! Not to mention I fucking love Zack. Hm, I seem to "love" a lot of Final Fantasy characters....
~~Final Fantasy VII: Last Order:~~ Cute Cloud and Zack. But Clack is whack.
Final Fantasy VIII: Sigh. Still stuck on Adel. I don't like this game. :C The only redeeming quality of this game is Squall. <3
~~Final Fantasy IX:~~ KUJA KUJA KUJA KUJA Have my babies plz. :B My favorite Final Fantasy.
Final Fantasy X: I've decided. I despise this game. It isn't at all good. I hate it all. Nothing good about it. It's all bad. No good. All bad. Suck.
~~Final Fantasy XII:~~ DONE. AW MAN. See, I used to hate this game until I finished it and now I realize that I really really loved that game.
Final Fantasy XIII: I hope this game is good..... It looks like it might be kind of boring. :/
Final Fantasy Versus XIII: This game looks amazing, though!! Noct already looks like a pwn character.
Final Fantasy Agito XIII: Wut? No.
Dissidia Final Fantasy: SO. EXCITED. DO. WANT. But we won't be getting it until July-ish. :C

Oh, right. Happy Easter.

Avatars

2009-03-15T02:58:26Z

That one's me.

This one's Ansem.

From this site:

http://www.tektek.org/dream/

iz_alicious @ 2009-01-20T15:45:00

2009-01-20T21:01:56Z

So......

I thought I might as well update this with something that's not spam or .gifs or memes. Do you think someone should name their daughters Svidge and Midge? Therefore, I've decided to compile a list of places that entertain me more in my day than this simple, lowly hovel. LJ is just for checking my friend's pages, which notifies me on simple things like Dissidia and other Final Fantasy-related news, anti-twilight fandom crack, and random mediocre cosplays. (And Elyse Sewell, bless her soul.)

So I don't look like some kind of worthless bum, I'm going to PROOVE to myself, and YOU, the people, in turn, that I do most of my blogging/thinking on my DeviantArt. Why? Why blog on an art site? Well, I'll assure you that I participate in the intended purpose of dA -- art -- and I have a good collection of chums who support me!! In case you haven't noticed, NO ONE reads this. So why the fuck bother?

For whomever's viewing pleasure this tickles: QuietCrazyness4 is my dA name.

Have I ever mentioned that I do also roleplay? Yes, and on Facebook, as unprofessional as that sounds. But I gotta admit, FB is fucking fun to roleplay on. People there are good! And friendly! And I've actually made a total of *counts...* sixteen friends who either live in Canada or England! I be branching out, ya see.

Anyway, I roleplay Kefka on Facebook. (http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=1368584930&ref=profile) (WTF, it won't make me make links)

There. I've redeemed myself.

iz_alicious @ 2008-09-20T14:00:00

2008-09-20T20:09:56Z

You are a
Social Liberal
(61% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(36% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Centrist

Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid.com: Free Online Dating
Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

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Your result for The Personality Defect Test...

Brute

You are the Brute! You are introverted, arrogant, brutal, and more intuitive than rational. Like a big, dumb animal, you are driven by your emotions more than your reason, and as a result of the fact that you care very little for the feelings of others, you tend to be rather selfish. You also possibly fling your own poo. Because of your selfishness, you also tend to be a bit arrogant, seeing yourself as big or strong or smart or always correct. This makes you a stubborn, irrational, emotion-driven brute. King Kong best represents the gorilla-version of your personality. Emotional, introverted (King Kong was isolated on his own island, after all), brutal, and arrogant (proud to be the largest ape on Earth!), Kong would probably get along very well with you, seeing as how you share many of the same traits. Aside from, you know, all the fur. You probably keep to yourself and take great pleasure in watching fat people fall down stairs. (But who doesn't, really?) You probably also have dreams of becoming famous or well-known, but this most likely won't happen because your introversion limits your Hollywood connections. Being introverted, ape-like, and arrogant isn't so bad, though. It beats being dead. So your personality defect is simply that you act like a large, overgrown ape that thinks highly of itself whilst brutalizing buxom blondes. Or something.

Try to stay off of buildings.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Hand-Raiser.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Class Clown, the Schoolyard Bully, and the Sociopath.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

Take The Personality Defect Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for The Which Chemical Element Am I Test...

Si... Silicon

Interesting. Take a bunch of really common person-elements and throw them together to get something truely exceptional... that's you. You are probably someone that gave up on trying to understand society at large a long time ago. You don't fear it, but you don't try to be one with it either. You are more or less unperturbed by things... if a problem comes up you might deal with it, or you might avoid it... whatever. You don't take kindly to people pushing you around, and you don't really push anyone else around. You're probably the only one that can tame oxygen simply because you don't understand it's raging neediness, but that doesn't mean that you'll really enjoy having a tame oxygen hanging around all that much either. You can probably get along with people like yourself really well, but you aren't your own soulmate... if only they could make entire colonies of people like you you'd be stoked. Just like you don't understand society, society doesn't understand you... and yes that is my excuse for not knowing how to describe you better.

Take The Which Chemical Element Am I Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for How astute are you?...

Fast-witted Fox

You're certainly clever, but maybe you're just a bit too quick at answering. Did you add up the pieces of fruit in each answer? Did you count the number of mothers? Did you continue reading to find the last "cow"? You've done really well, though, so go and have some chocolate to celebrate!

Take How astute are you? at HelloQuizzy

iz_alicious @ 2008-09-15T19:20:00

2008-09-15T23:43:50Z

iz_alicious @ 2008-09-07T15:42:00

2008-09-07T19:51:50Z

Um. Hi, Tam and Amey.

...

DAYUMN I love this icon. Guess who it is. It's Kuja. *GIGGLE* *GIGGLEFACE* Oh, this is what his giggleface looks like:

Sexy.

Oh lawd, Kuja makes me loins quiver and me mouth titter. <3<3<3<3<3 I wish all men sported such angelic facial qualities~

DUUUUUUUUDE

2008-09-02T19:33:53Z

FREAKING ADDICTING

iz_alicious @ 2008-08-06T21:35:00

2008-08-07T01:42:21Z

I have two different lives. Two different faces, two different personalities, almost. One I expose to those I know on Facebook, those whom I roleplay with. And then... the other one, the one I guess is the real one.

Luhawlilawlz, the real one, I say.

But they've been blending. Kinda freakin' me out, ya see. Where has my life gone?

I must remind myself that my mind will return soon. It comes and goes in bursts, goes out to lunch for a little while (thanks, Vivi), but it'll return. It has specific circumstances, requirements, that need to be fulfilled for my wonderful mind to return to me.

I'm afraid Facebook roleplaying is dampering my creative senses. But stop? And lose all those friends? (Which friends? Ah, yes: Kyo, Tam, Arienne, Kim, and Amey. Those friends.)
Sacrifices involving friendships are hard for us anti-socials.

I need to constantly remind myself that life is simple. I must live life simply and seperately.

iz_alicious @ 2008-07-09T13:06:00

2008-07-09T17:08:07Z

YAY, new pretty layout! >:3

I dunno if I like Eiko or Vivi better.

But Kuja and Zidane definitely dominate FFIX.

Update 53247

2008-06-29T03:13:49Z

Kingdom Hearts
~~Kingdom Hearts:~~ Ugh, Kingdom Hearts seems so inferior to FF now.
Kingdom Hearts: CoM: When the fuck am I ever going to play this game?
~~Kingdom Hearts 2:~~ Yeeeeeeeeap.
Birth by Sleep: This game looks ruthah interesting.
358/2 Days: This game looks..... less interesting now. :(

~~FFVII Compilation~~
~~Final Fantasy VII:~~ This game has been TOPPED!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children:~~ Yeah, yeah.
~~Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus:~~ I wonder if I'll ever replay this.
~~Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core:~~ AMAZING GAME!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Last Order:~~ :D

Other Final Fantasy
Final Fantasy III: I want to buy this on DS!
Final Fantasy IV: I REALLY want to buy this when it comes out for DS! :D
Final Fantasy VI: GOT IT FOR GBA! This game is..... not living up to the hype. It's more like my backup relaxing game. :)
Final Fantasy VIII: UGHH STUPID ADEL! I'm oh-so close, yet oh-so far.
~~Final Fantasy IX:~~ *deep breath* HOLY SHIT! WHO KNEW THIS GAME WOULD BE SO FUCKING AMAZING?!!!!!! KUJA = LOVE!!! <3<3
Final Fantasy X: Replay...
Final Fantasy XII: You know, this game makes me feel better when I'm in my belljar.
Final Fantasy XIII: This game looks amazing!!
Final Fantasy XIII: Versus: So does this one!!
Final Fantasy: Dissidia: *another deep breath* BUT THIS ONE LOOKS THE BEST!

Update no. 53246

2008-03-21T17:07:22Z

There will eventually be 53246 updates, methinks.

Kingdom Hearts
~~Kingdom Hearts:~~ I wanna replay to see the FFVII peeps again in... a NEW light!
Kingdom Hearts: CoM: Not too enthusiastic. Plus, it's not even mine. I steal it from a friend every so often.
~~Kingdom Hearts 2:~~ Yay for OrgXIII love!
Birth by Sleep: Can't wait!
358/2 Days: CAN'T WAIT EVEN MORE!!!

FFVII Compilation
~~Final Fantasy VII:~~ *deep breath* OMGOMGWTFBBQ BEST GAME I'VE EVER PLAYED HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children:~~ My mom's friend actually bought this for me last week!! No more Youtube viewings!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus:~~ My friend is borrowing it now. I wonder how long it'll take before she's handing it back to me in anguish at it's suckiness.
Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core: FOUR DAYS!! I AM SOOO EXCITED!!!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Last Order:~~ AWW! Widdle Cloud was soo CUTE!!

Other Final Fantasy
Final Fantasy VI: WOAH! Who'd ever've thunk THIS game would be on here? I don't have a SNES, but I'm watching the "official walkthrough" on Youtube. :D It's pretty sweet, I must say!
Final Fantasy VIII: Um...... I started it. I... don't.. really.. like.. it.
Final Fantasy IX: I'm waiting to finish X and VIII before starting this one.
~~Final Fantasy X:~~ Okay.. I'm not ACTUALLY done with this game.. but pretty damn close! I'm stuck on stupid Seymour Flux. >O
~~Final Fantasy XII:~~ Lawlz. I might return to this game after I'm done with ALL of the above^^^. I don't even remember where I last left off. Some kind of mining cave that lots o' ppl warned me about cuz it's dangerous or sumthin..

iz_alicious @ 2008-03-15T15:00:00

2008-03-15T19:24:29Z

Look, I'm sorry I have to do this........

U ys aspyhhyccehkmo upcaccat fedr Vehym Vyhdyco mydamo. In case you didn't know, this language is called "Al-Bhed." E vaal drec bimcehk inka du bnyldela "Al-Bhed" vun cusa naycuh. Dra drehk ec.. nekrd huf E's muugehk uvv y dnyhcmydan. E ghuf... E's lraydehk. Pid, cmufmo yht cinmo, E femm maynh dra fyoc. Pameaja ed un hud, E ymnayto ghyv xieda y ped uv drec myhkiyka. E drehg dra gao du maymnehk ed ec du sasinowa dra jufamc vencd.

YAY!
I FEEL LIKE AN UBER NERD NOW!! BUT HELL, AL-BHED TOTLEH BEATS OUT KLINGON ANY DAY!

iz_alicious @ 2008-03-03T16:56:00

2008-03-03T22:09:50Z

God. I'm so fucking mad. I never write in this shit journal anymore.

I need everyone to die. Not everyone, though, just stupid people, which will quickly divide the earth's population by at least 3/4. My family will die. Nearly my entire school will die. No. The entire school. Hell, I doubt if anyone I know would be left.

I don't mean stupid, as in low IQ. I mean stupid as in conformist, senseless, unwise, unenlightened. People who don't think and have no sense of fucking individuality or sense of self. Oh god. The standards are too high. There would be no one except for me, my friend, and maybe a couple French artists and Buddhist monks.

That means you, too, people of Livejournal. All of you are fucking idiots. You dirty the world, clogging up the pores of nature and creative thought processes.

If every idiot dies, then maybe we can start over as a humanity. Fix our flaws from our past life. Lead simplistic, yet futuristic new lives. Maybe we can learn how to breathe (with all the idiots gone, that means no more global warming or pollution!).

I picture a dark, clean world. Dark, yes, for there would be no supercities causing the sky to light up even in the dead of night. It would be a beautiful world. Creative pulses would flow through our bodies. We'd still be the dominant species, and yet with a fewer number, we'd have a smaller effect on the wild. Can you imagine? Overgrown buildings. Trees evvvverywhere.

Look, I'm no environmentalist, but can you honestly imagine how beautiful life would be?

Huh. This rant has, in fact, made me feel better.

:)

iz_alicious @ 2008-02-16T22:48:00

2008-02-17T03:55:49Z

IIIIIIIIIIIII GOOOOOOOOOOOOOT FFVII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And not only is it the best game I've ever played (as cliche as that is), but it's also the funniest, most rape-filled, cuss-filled, GANGSTA-filled game I've ever played!

Yes, I renamed Barret: Gangsta! GOD DAMN! Where's Marlene, fool?! I'mma BEAT yo' skinny white asss! Chuckle-bunches!

Wedge is totleh Pence's dad! They go rolly-pollying down to Tifa's bar every Saturday, where they eat eat eat and then enter AVALANCHE's hideout! The hideout: a group of chairs pulled together with a blanket pulled overtop. Plus the sign, "NO GIRLZ ALLOWED."

Ohh... too many inside jokes created today to relive...

A good day it's been. :)

New Update

2008-02-10T02:45:12Z

Hey! This journal is rapidly transforming into my Final Fantasy update center!

Update!

Kingdom Hearts
~~Kingdom Hearts:~~ Dun.
Kingdom Hearts: CoM: Beat Hades!!!! Huzzah!
~~Kingdom Hearts 2:~~ Dunn.

FFVII Compilation
Final Fantasy VII: BOUGHT OFF EBAY TODAY!!
~~Final Fantasy VII:~~ Advent Children: :D :D
~~Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus:~~ Sigh... Not. Too. Good.
Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core: I'mma getting this as soon as it comes out.

Other Final Fantasy
Final Fantasy VIII: ALSO BOUGHT OFF EBAY TODAY!!
Final Fantasy IX: Also also bough off ebay today. Hey, it came with VIII, and it might be good!
~~Final Fantasy X:~~ Got my own version! I love this game! Seymour's voice annoys the shit out of me though, along with his big ol' beer belly.
~~Final Fantasy XII:~~ This game is as boring as shit. But I do love Franthier!
Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings: Ehh. I don't really want this.

Update!

2008-01-07T21:46:47Z

YAY FOR PRETTY NEW LAYOUT!! By yuffie_kisaragi!

Anyway... updated checklist.

~~Kingdom Hearts~~: Awesome game!! Sora is.... annoying at best.
Kingdom Hearts: CoM: Would be awesome, if it wasn't so damn HARD.
~~Kingdom Hearts 2~~: Might be my all time favorite game. AkuRoku FTW!! *waves flag*

Final Fantasy VII: STILL FUCKING LOOKING FOR IT. I will get this game, dammit! I WILL!
~~Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children~~: Hawttest movie ever! Ohhh God, Cloud...
~~Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus~~: This game was interesting... not enough Cloud, though. And that Shelke girl FREAKED ME OUT. Vincent Valentine... Vincent Valentine...Vincent Valentine... Ugh.
Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core: I won't get this until I play Final Fantasy VII. It looks good, though! And it's coming out in March!

Final Fantasy VIII: I want this game almost as much as VII. God, I love Squall! The plot sounds pretty interesting, too.
Final Fantasy IX: ... Don't really know much about this game. Sounds kind of interesting, though.
~~Final Fantasy X~~: Well... I watched my friend play it. Awesome game! Laugh with me, Yuna! HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. Lawlz, awesome scene.
~~Final Fantasy XII~~: I LOVE Fran and Balthier! Oh... all the inside jokes made with this game!
Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings: Not too sure if I want this game...

Teh end. :)

iz_alicious @ 2008-01-03T15:55:00

2008-01-03T20:56:39Z

Sigh. I never use this anymore.
Not like anyone watched me anyway.
Now I'm on DeviantArt.
QuietCrazyness4.

iz_alicious @ 2007-12-26T17:14:00

2007-12-26T22:15:44Z

tacochickenwings (3:04:10 AM): LAWLIOZ
tacochickenwings (3:04:19 AM): I NOE
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:04:20 AM): HELLO CHAP
tacochickenwings (3:04:24 AM): HELLO
tacochickenwings (3:04:33 AM): WTF IS GOIN' ON
tacochickenwings (3:04:37 AM): I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER
tacochickenwings (3:04:52 AM): SOMETHING
tacochickenwings (3:04:58 AM): TYPE
tacochickenwings (3:05:00 AM): BETTER.
tacochickenwings (3:05:23 AM): This is lyke fucking pwn.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:05:41 AM): okay
tacochickenwings (3:05:56 AM): oh noez where r u i cant see u
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:00 AM): LAWLZORZ
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:06 AM): BUT I CAN SEE YOU
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:08 AM): LAWLIOZ
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:09 AM): YAY
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:10 AM): YAY
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:11 AM): AY
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:12 AM): YAY
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:12 AM): AYAY
tacochickenwings (3:06:14 AM): TEE
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:13 AM): YAYAy
tacochickenwings (3:06:14 AM): HEE
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:14 AM): ayAy
aya
tacochickenwings (3:06:16 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:15 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:17 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:18 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:17 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:19 AM): HEE
tacochickenwings (3:06:20 AM): .
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:20 AM): ZOMGSH
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:22 AM): Do....
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:23 AM): You....
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:25 AM): Want....
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:26 AM): ?
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:30 AM): to.....
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:31 AM): ?
tacochickenwings (3:06:33 AM): U SAID IT WORNM
tacochickenwings (3:06:36 AM): *WRONG
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:36 AM): SORREH
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:37 AM): JESUS
tacochickenwings (3:06:51 AM): Yes. I do. With all my lovely little heart and soul.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:06:56 AM): SQUEE
tacochickenwings (3:07:07 AM): Axel: You is fat.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:07:45 AM): Roxas: No I isn't!
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:07:57 AM): Roxas: SHUT UP! *grabs more cupcakes out of habit*
tacochickenwings (3:08:16 AM): Axel: YOU NEED TO SRSLY STOP HOGGING ALL THE FUCKING CUPCAKES YOU FAT BASTARD.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:08:55 AM): Roxas: WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT THEM SO MUCH, PREGGO?
tacochickenwings (3:09:13 AM): AxeL: BECAUSE I'M PREGGERS. I'M HAVING A BABEH, DAMMIT. YOU'RE JUST. FAT.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:09:31 AM): Roxas: IM JUST FESTIVELY PLUMP! *throws a bag at him*
tacochickenwings (3:09:42 AM): Axel: DOMESTIC ABUSE! *IZ HIT*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:09:53 AM): Roxas: HMPH. EAT THEM, FLUFFERS.
tacochickenwings (3:10:14 AM): Axel: YOU HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK. *Shoves them all in his mouth and goes searching under teh bed for more*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:10:38 AM): Roxas: *dives under the bed before Axel, pushing him against the wall*
tacochickenwings (3:10:58 AM): Axel: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *Scrambles in after him and bites him on teh leg*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:11:12 AM): Roxas: *panting already, cuz he's so damn fat*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:11:31 AM): Roxas: GET *pant* OUT *pant* OF *pant* THE *pant* WAY!
tacochickenwings (3:11:50 AM): Axel: NO. *SLAP* YOU ARE JUST SOOOO INSENSITIVE.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:12:01 AM): Roxas: FAT *pant* ASS.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:12:13 AM): Roxas: *slumps on the floor, exhausted*
tacochickenwings (3:12:32 AM): Axel: HEE. *Grabs all the cupcakes for himself and runs into teh bathroom with them*
tacochickenwings (3:12:38 AM): Larxene: *Peeps out of teh sink*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:12:56 AM): Roxas: Aw, shit.... *clutches his stomach*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:13:00 AM): Roxas: HUNGREEHHH
tacochickenwings (3:13:21 AM): Axel: YOU SRSLY NEED A DIET. LYKE, I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU THIS FUCKING FAT. BABY PUDGE MY ASS.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:13:45 AM): Roxas: Ugh...... *grabs blindly at the cupcakes*
tacochickenwings (3:14:17 AM): Axel: *Has almost all of tem in the bathroom with him**Starts eating*
tacochickenwings (3:14:28 AM): Roxel: *In the corner, counting calories, still traumatized*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:15:03 AM): Roxas: *starts sobbing, crying out for the cupcakes*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:15:29 AM): Roxas: You don't get it! I'm.... so hungry!
tacochickenwings (3:15:55 AM): Axel: You're way fatter than I've seen Riku. OOOOOOO.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:16:19 AM): Roxas: I'm....... not!
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:16:23 AM): Roxas: *panting*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:16:31 AM): Roxas: I...... can't...... get..... up....
tacochickenwings (3:17:01 AM): Axel: YOU GONNA DIE, BITCH. YOU GONNA DIE OF LYKE A HEART ATTACK OR SOMETHING, SRSLY. THEN THAT WUD LEAVE THE BRATS WITH ME, AND I DON'T WANT THAT, SO LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:17:21 AM): Roxas: *wibble* *chins wibble*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:17:29 AM): Roxas: I'm not that fat!
tacochickenwings (3:17:51 AM): Axel: *Opens the bathroom door* Get on the scale. *Points at it*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:18:05 AM): Roxas: *head falls to the floor* I.... can't get up.
tacochickenwings (3:18:47 AM): Axel: UGH. JESUS. *Grabs him and tries to pull him up* USE YOUR LEGS.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:19:04 AM): Roxas: They're........ too fat
tacochickenwings (3:19:32 AM): Axel: Then start wiggling or something! I'll pull you! *Tries to drag him*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:19:48 AM): Roxas: *crying*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:19:52 AM): Roxas: *wiggles*
tacochickenwings (3:20:05 AM): Axel: *Drags him on to teh scale*
tacochickenwings (3:20:12 AM): Larxene: *Watching*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:20:33 AM): Roxas: *pout*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:20:40 AM): Roxas: *gets on the scale*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:20:51 AM): Scale: UGH. YOU IS HEAVY.
tacochickenwings (3:20:59 AM): Axel: OMG so true.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:21:14 AM): Roxas: WTF?
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:21:20 AM): Scale: BEEP BOOP BOP
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:21:29 AM): Scale: 307 pounds
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:21:38 AM): Roxas:
tacochickenwings (3:21:49 AM): Axel: Holy. Shit.
tacochickenwings (3:22:02 AM): Axel: Damn, I knew you was FAT, but I didn't realize you were THAT fat.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:22:17 AM): Roxas: I....... I....... I...... *silent tears*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:22:25 AM): Roxas: Fuck
tacochickenwings (3:22:37 AM): Axel: Man that's like, Biggest Loser kind of fat!
tacochickenwings (3:22:42 AM): Axel: That's just srsly pathetic!
tacochickenwings (3:22:54 AM): Larxene: Ya srsly Roxas. You is icky.
tacochickenwings (3:22:59 AM): Axel: Silly.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:23:25 AM): Roxas: Oh noe! *looks down at himself with tears pouring out of his eyes*
tacochickenwings (3:23:54 AM): Axel: Maybe you SHOULD start throwing up or something.
tacochickenwings (3:24:58 AM): berb
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:25:01 AM): NO
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:25:04 AM): STOP
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:25:05 AM): SIGH
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:29:37 AM): GOD, ITS BEEN FIVE MINTUES
tacochickenwings (3:29:48 AM): OH GOD SO LONG
tacochickenwings (3:29:48 AM): USKC
tacochickenwings (3:29:48 AM): IT
tacochickenwings (3:29:50 AM): UP
tacochickenwings (3:29:51 AM): *SUCK
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:29:59 AM):
tacochickenwings (3:31:22 AM): back I do suppose.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:31:29 AM): until the mysterious number is called
tacochickenwings (3:31:35 AM): 583
tacochickenwings (3:31:41 AM): I'm lyke, scared
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:31:51 AM): Oh god! Would you like to cling to me?
tacochickenwings (3:32:09 AM): I wud. Just not in public. So I will in my mind. *Le cling*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:32:13 AM): Awwwwwww
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:32:15 AM): *huggles*
tacochickenwings (3:32:41 AM): poor babeh
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:32:45 AM): le sigh
tacochickenwings (3:33:14 AM): JESUS.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:33:33 AM): would you like to continue?
tacochickenwings (3:33:41 AM): I wud.
tacochickenwings (3:34:00 AM): Axel: Ya. STart throwing up or something. You gotta lose all this fat.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:34:07 AM): Roxas: I gotta?
tacochickenwings (3:34:16 AM): Axel: Ya. Ya gotta.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:34:26 AM): Roxas: *has to sit down*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:35:16 AM): Roxas: But... I thought you didn't care about me being fat
tacochickenwings (3:35:33 AM): Axel: Well if it kills you that wud suck!
tacochickenwings (3:35:43 AM): Axel: And besides, I can't find your peepee anymore.
tacochickenwings (3:35:44 AM): OooOooO
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:35:50 AM): Roxas:
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:35:53 AM): Roxas: FUCK
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:36:10 AM): Roxas: *starts grabbing at his crotch, panicked*
tacochickenwings (3:36:20 AM): Axel: Hmph. *Turns away*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:36:27 AM): Roxas: Oh noes!!
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:36:35 AM): Roxas: Wait!...... It's.... I found it!
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:36:41 AM): Roxas: It's right here!
tacochickenwings (3:36:55 AM): Axel: Not lyke anyone can see it. And it wasn't big to begin with.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:37:00 AM): Roxas: *crushed*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:37:18 AM): Roxas: But.... I have it right now!
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:37:27 AM): Roxas: If you want to have sex or sumthin...
tacochickenwings (3:37:49 AM): Axel: No, I'm pretteh turned off by you at the moment, thank you very much.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:38:11 AM): Roxas: *swallows thickly*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:38:18 AM): Roxas: Wh-what?
tacochickenwings (3:38:33 AM): Axel: I'm not attracted to you, Roxas. Hmph.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:38:46 AM): Roxas: *heart. broken.*
tacochickenwings (3:39:02 AM): berb. I think I shud go wait over there or something.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:39:09 AM): FINE
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:39:11 AM): DAMMIT
tacochickenwings (3:41:28 AM): back
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:42:03 AM): gud
tacochickenwings (3:42:12 AM): I noe.
tacochickenwings (3:42:34 AM): Axel: Let's face it, Roxas. We haven't had much sex lately. You didn't realize why?
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:42:58 AM): Roxas: I th-thought it was cuz you're p-preggers...
tacochickenwings (3:43:13 AM): Axel: Pht. That's only half of it. *Glare*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:43:29 AM): Roxas: Y-Y-Y-You don't l-like me anymore?
tacochickenwings (3:43:42 AM): Axel: I like you as a human being, not for sexorz, so......ya.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:44:09 AM): Roxas: *WHIMPER*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:44:29 AM): Roxas: BUT I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU HAD SEXORZ WITH A 600 POUND GUY ONCE
tacochickenwings (3:45:09 AM): Axel: I did, back when I was a chubby chaser.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:45:23 AM): Roxas: *totally. defeated.*
tacochickenwings (3:45:42 AM): Axel: Sorreh. But if you lost weight....
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:46:08 AM): Roxas: W-would you help me?
tacochickenwings (3:46:40 AM): Axel: Sure I will, Roxy-bear! I don't want you to lyke, die or something!
tacochickenwings (3:47:02 AM): Axel: We can go to the gym rite now if you want.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:47:19 AM): Roxas: *snifflez* Okay
tacochickenwings (3:47:26 AM): *A la gym*
tacochickenwings (3:47:35 AM): Axel: *Points to teh treadmill* Get.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:47:58 AM): Roxas: *waddles over to the treadmill, his mind already filled with thoughts of cupcakes*
tacochickenwings (3:48:06 AM): lawlz naturally
tacochickenwings (3:48:19 AM): Axel: *Cranks up teh speed and then plops down with a hamburger*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:48:45 AM): Roxas: *glares at him*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:48:47 AM): berb
tacochickenwings (3:48:54 AM): JESUS
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:51:21 AM): back
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:51:25 AM): Yay!
tacochickenwings (3:51:27 AM): YAY
tacochickenwings (3:52:09 AM): Axel: *Waves his hand* Start moving, fatass. Don't you EVER want to have sexorz again?
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:52:20 AM): Roxas: YEAHHH
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:52:25 AM): Roxas: *waddles*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:52:29 AM): Roxas: *jiggles*
tacochickenwings (3:52:42 AM): Axel: *Cringe*
tacochickenwings (3:52:48 AM): Axel: I hope I never get as fat as you.
tacochickenwings (3:52:57 AM): Axel: Though I do have a mighty fast metabolism.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:53:16 AM): Roxas: *fat as hell*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:53:24 AM): Roxas: *PANTPANTPANTPANT*
tacochickenwings (3:53:47 AM): Axel: *Grabs a bag of cupcakes and starts eating in tantalizing slow motion*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:54:17 AM): Roxas: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THAT, YOU ASSHOLE
tacochickenwings (3:54:36 AM): Axel: I'M PREGNANT YOU ASSHOLE. EATING IS PRETTEH MUCH MY ONLY JOB AT THIS POINT.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:56:22 AM): Roxas: *noes its true*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:56:30 AM): Roxas: I'm tired.
tacochickenwings (3:56:42 AM): Axel: Well ya, cuz you're so fucking fat and unhawt.
tacochickenwings (3:56:44 AM): OoOoO
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:57:02 AM): Roxas: *crushed yet again*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:57:18 AM): Roxas's Self Esteem: *-4%*
tacochickenwings (3:57:35 AM): *A few hours later*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:57:42 AM): Roxas: *close to death*
tacochickenwings (3:58:10 AM): Axel: *Eyeroll* Puh-leeze. Let's just go home, where you won't eat anything. Don't worry, I'll take allllll the food so you're not tempted.
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:58:33 AM): Roxas: IM
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:58:36 AM): Roxas: SO
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:58:39 AM): Roxas: FUCKING
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:58:43 AM): Roxas: HUNGREH
tacochickenwings (3:59:36 AM): Axel: *Chucks a celery stick at him*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:59:50 AM): Roxas: *eats it*
Quiet Crazyness4 (3:59:57 AM): Roxas: It tasts like water.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:00:01 AM): tastes*
tacochickenwings (4:00:36 AM): Axel: Too bad. You better get used to it, cuz it's all you're eating.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:00:53 AM): Roxas: You're just like Lux. *pout*
tacochickenwings (4:01:14 AM): AxeL: EW NO I'M NOT. HE'S A CHIDDER-LOVING DICK.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:01:41 AM): Roxas: It's true...
tacochickenwings (4:01:51 AM): Axel: Sigh. Let's just go home.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:02:00 AM): Roxas: *wants Axel to cuddle him*
tacochickenwings (4:02:12 AM): *A la lair*
tacochickenwings (4:02:22 AM): Axel: *Takes alllll the food and puts it in a vault*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:02:35 AM): Roxas: *stares at the vault with beady eyes*
tacochickenwings (4:02:43 AM): Fat person eyes
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:02:45 AM): lawlz
tacochickenwings (4:03:03 AM): Axel: *Sneaks some more cupcakes out before shutting it*
tacochickenwings (4:03:11 AM): Axel: Well, how do you feel?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:04:21 AM): Roxas: *flops down on the bed* Fat.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:04:31 AM): Roxas: 300n pounds
tacochickenwings (4:04:53 AM): Axel: Yep. I guessed you might feel that way. You certainly look it.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:05:19 AM): Roxas: Do I look really really fat?
tacochickenwings (4:05:27 AM): Axel: Uh huh.
tacochickenwings (4:05:34 AM): Axel: *Sitting 6 feet away*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:05:54 AM): Roxas: Scoot back more, plz.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:06:03 AM): Roxas: I'm extending it to 10 feet.
tacochickenwings (4:06:17 AM): Axel: Oh. Ok. *Scoots back more*
tacochickenwings (4:06:25 AM): Roxel: *Wraps his arms around his stomach*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:06:45 AM): Roxas: *wraps his arms as far as he can wrap them around his fat body*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:06:57 AM): Roxas: *buries his face in the pillow*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:07:02 AM): Roxas: WUHHHHHH
tacochickenwings (4:07:15 AM): Luxord: *Kicks the wall again* FAT.
tacochickenwings (4:07:17 AM): Axel: lawlz.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:07:44 AM): Roxas's Self Esteem: -15%
tacochickenwings (4:08:00 AM): Axel: Want some celery?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:08:13 AM): Roxas: Go away
tacochickenwings (4:09:05 AM): Axel: Oh, come on. Lighten up a bit. There are SOME people that are way fatter than you! Just look at it that way!
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:09:18 AM): Roxas: Who?
tacochickenwings (4:09:45 AM): Axel: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................
tacochickenwings (4:09:54 AM): Axel: ..........people?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:10:17 AM): Roxas: *closes his eyes and tries to make it all go away*
tacochickenwings (4:10:56 AM): Axel: Look, don't feel TOO bad. I'd actually have sex with you rite now if I wasn't preggers, but I think you'd feel bad if you crushed the babeh, so.......I guess not.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:11:20 AM): Roxas: I wouldn't crush your babeh.
tacochickenwings (4:11:29 AM): Axel: ...Ya you wud.
tacochickenwings (4:11:38 AM): Axel: Sigh. Gawd, I'm so fucking preggers.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:12:00 AM): Roxas: I'm so fucking...... 300 pounds
tacochickenwings (4:12:21 AM): Axel: True. *Reaches into the vault, grabs a bunch of food, and shoves it all down*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:12:47 AM): Roxas: *suddenly starts gagging*
tacochickenwings (4:13:08 AM): Axel: *Rolls eyes*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:13:18 AM): Roxas: *clutches his heart*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:13:30 AM): Roxas: GAGAGAGAGAG
tacochickenwings (4:13:51 AM): Axel: Sigh. Look, are you ok? Cuz you're gagging pretteh loud, and it's annoying.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:14:33 AM): Roxas: *eyes popping out*
tacochickenwings (4:14:51 AM): Axel: ...Are you having a heart attack or something, Roxas?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:15:22 AM): Roxas: *nods and falls to the floor*
tacochickenwings (4:15:38 AM): Axel: Oh, shit!!
tacochickenwings (4:15:43 AM): Axel: *Calls teh hospital*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:15:57 AM): Roxas: *unconscious*
tacochickenwings (4:16:22 AM): Ambulances: Wee woo wee woo wee woo *Crash into the wall to make a big enough hole*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:16:42 AM): Roxas: *unconsciou*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:16:44 AM): s*
tacochickenwings (4:17:03 AM): Axel: FUCKING AMBULANCES YOU BROKE DOWN MY HAWT RED WALL!
tacochickenwings (4:17:13 AM): Ambulances: Fuck you. *Takes Roxas to teh hospital*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:17:33 AM): Demyx: *pops out of his cooler* What's going on, Snowbell?
tacochickenwings (4:17:57 AM): Axel: Roxas is having a heart attack or somethinn'. AND MY WALL HAS BEEN KNOCKED DOWN.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:18:07 AM): Demyx: OH NOEZ!
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:18:15 AM): Demyx: THAT WAS SUCH A PRETTEH RED WALL!
tacochickenwings (4:18:27 AM): Axel: I NOE! *TEARFUL*
tacochickenwings (4:18:38 AM): Axel: Well, I better get to teh hospital or something...
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:19:08 AM): Demyx: Why are you goin to teh hospital?
tacochickenwings (4:19:30 AM): Axel: Cuz Roxas is having a heart attack.
tacochickenwings (4:19:42 AM): Axel: Wanna come?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:19:48 AM): Demyx: Can I have a cookie?
tacochickenwings (4:19:55 AM): Axel: ............................................
tacochickenwings (4:20:01 AM): Axel: *Has eaten all teh cookies*
tacochickenwings (4:20:10 AM): Axel: Umm...I'll hug you instead, if you want...
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:20:16 AM): Demyx:
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:20:26 AM): Demyx: Uh..... sure
tacochickenwings (4:20:34 AM): Axel: *Small hug*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:20:41 AM): Demyx: *HUGE HUG*
tacochickenwings (4:20:57 AM): Axel: 'Kay. Let's go.
tacochickenwings (4:21:01 AM): *A l'hopital*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:21:27 AM): Roxas: *tubed up*
tacochickenwings (4:21:45 AM): Axel: *Walks into teh room* Roxas? Can you, uh...hear me?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:21:59 AM): Roxas: Sigh. Yes.
tacochickenwings (4:22:29 AM): Axel: *Goes over to him* You're gonna make it?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:22:45 AM): Roxas: Yep.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:22:51 AM): Roxas: Sigh.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:23:08 AM): Roxas: The doctor gave me a huge lecture about taking care of myself.
tacochickenwings (4:23:32 AM): Axel: Well, he's probably rite. Your health is shit.
tacochickenwings (4:23:35 AM): Axel: Srsly.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:23:54 AM): Roxas: ......
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:24:20 AM): Roxas: I should just keep eating.
tacochickenwings (4:24:37 AM): Axel: Don't! I don't want you to die, you know!
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:24:43 AM): Roxas: Why?
tacochickenwings (4:25:01 AM): Axel: I love you! I'm just not ATTRACTED to you!
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:25:12 AM): Roxas: Wut?
tacochickenwings (4:25:36 AM): Axel: Sigh. I still love you, I just don't think you're HAWT. Got it memorized?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:25:56 AM): Roxas: No.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:26:09 AM): Roxas: But you don't want to have sex with me. I thought sex was love.
tacochickenwings (4:26:32 AM): Axel: Well..................................it's not, I've learned...
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:26:53 AM): Roxas: *small smile*
tacochickenwings (4:27:15 AM): Axel: So just lose the weight and things'll be gud again.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:27:23 AM): Roxas: Yeah...
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:27:34 AM): Roxas: How much did I lose at the gym today?
tacochickenwings (4:27:51 AM): Axel: Well, lyke...10 or something, I think.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:28:04 AM): Roxas: Oh...
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:28:09 AM): Roxas: i feel so ugleh
tacochickenwings (4:28:33 AM): Axel: Since you just had a heart attack, can you not, lyke...get on teh treadmill for a while?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:29:18 AM): Roxas: I can't move for a day or two...
tacochickenwings (4:29:36 AM): Axel: Sigh. Well...as long as you don't eat at all, I guess you'll be fine.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:29:55 AM): Roxas: *fartslap fatslap*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:30:05 AM): Roxas: I'm really hungry.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:30:17 AM): Roxas: Can I have like..... one cookie?
tacochickenwings (4:30:26 AM): Axel: NO.
tacochickenwings (4:30:30 AM): Axel: STOP IT.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:31:03 AM): Roxas: *whimper*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:31:19 AM): Roxas: How come even when you're preggers, you're still skinny and hawt??
tacochickenwings (4:31:30 AM): Axel: *TITTER* I'm still hawt??
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:31:43 AM): Roxas: Fuck ya.
tacochickenwings (4:32:00 AM): Axel: Hee. Well, at least I still look gud.
tacochickenwings (4:32:10 AM): Axel: It's gud to noe.
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:32:09 AM): Roxas: *grumble*
tacochickenwings (4:32:32 AM): Axel: So when can you come home?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:32:47 AM): Roxas: In 2 days
tacochickenwings (4:33:15 AM): Axel: SO I have to stay with teh babehs by myself for 2 days!?
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:33:42 AM): Roxas: Psh. Like we were even taking care of them anyway.
tacochickenwings (4:33:52 AM): Axel: True.
tacochickenwings (4:34:13 AM): Axel: Well........take care of yourself then, I guess... *Kisses him*
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:34:31 AM): Roxas: *titter* *kisses back*
tacochickenwings (4:34:46 AM): Faretheewell
Quiet Crazyness4 (4:34:46 AM): Faretheewell, chap.

iz_alicious @ 2007-11-21T15:42:00

2007-11-21T20:42:31Z

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong