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Sep. 16th, 2010

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I AM.......A PEDOPHILE. nnnnnnnggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I just don't wanna forget about this one.

Jul. 22nd, 2010

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Jun. 22nd, 2010

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I take personal memes to my livejournal because nobody follows me here

The 30 Day Letter Challenge


Day 1 - your best friend.

Day 2 - your crush.

Day 3 - your parents.

Day 4 - your sibling (or closest relative).

Day 5 - your dreams.

Day 6 - a stranger.

Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.

Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.

Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.

Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.

Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.

Day 15 - the person you miss the most.

Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.

Day 17 - someone from your childhood.

Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.

Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.

Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.

Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.

Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.

Day 23 - the last person you kissed.

Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.

Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.

Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.

Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.

Day 28 - someone that changed your life.

Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

Mar. 19th, 2010

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Mar. 1st, 2010

Yuna Dance


Dear fandomsecrets
It is with utmost sincerity that I admit my fear towards your utter animosity. I don't mean the kind that brews in the actual post, but within each and every comment section. There is absolutely no love, and frankly, it saddens me. It's a light heart that I go into a post, and an hour later, I emerge heavy-headed and sorrowful. Why must life be so damn srs bzns, is all that I ask. Why must every politically related secret end in people dying and hating?

What gets me is that the things that I usually stand for are what is usually mocked and met by horrified eyes. This internet is quite diverse! And I am quite politically incorrect. I just wish there was more love in that group. I mean, look at ohnotheydidnt. Everybody cheers for everybody. Everybody is everybody's bb.

That's all, I suppose.

Love Me.

Jan. 10th, 2010

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I'm really really tempted to go and look at JUST ALL OF THE SPOILERS TO BIRTH BY SLEEP which I can't do because I promised Dr. Tot that I WOULDN'T because we have a promise that for the first time, neither of us will be spoiled by ANYTHING. Dr. Tot ALWAYS spoils herself for things before EVERY game, so now that she's NOT going to spoil herself (besides Vanitas's face, but I was angry anyway) it's almost like ~I~ want to KNOW what SHE WON'T KNOW






I think I'm going to do it. I think I'm going to find out why everything is happening. But I just won't tell her because then she'll look and it'll be like WHY DID I EVEN DO IT ANYWAY. Oh my god. That's it. I'm going to find out why Ven looks like Roxas. If Terra actually turns into Xehanort. What the unversed are. Who Vanitas actually is. How they all die. How everything goes down.

Wait. What if that completely ruins the game for me? What if it ends on something absolutely mind-blowing, like Terra actually KILLS VEN AND AQUA BRUTALLY. Like a total crybaby ending like Crisis Core. Like he stakes them both through the chest. The ice thing like at the end of KH2? Mmmhm. I'm so at an impasse. It'll make me feel so SUPERIOR. But what if I accidentally say something to her? OH SHIT. What if I can't hold it in!? Then I'll just write it in here. Yes. Oh my god. This is gonna be so scary. So scary. Like a haircut, so scary. Shit.

Nov. 9th, 2009

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I miss my friend ;_;

Sep. 25th, 2009

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Pas en anglais


Il y a un idée qu'éxiste dans mon éspirit qui dicte ce phrase «tout le monde est une personne égoïste qui n'a pas le temps pour l'action de crée un monde imaginatif.» Si c'est un idée stupide, je ne soigne pas, pour, vous voyez, ce phrase a été prouvé. Mon... copain, vous voyez, est malheureusement l'un de ces peuples. Ah, maintenent il n'a pas de visage de égoïstique, mais.... sa problemme est differente. C'est assez stupide, en fait. C'est très simple: il me parle trop beaucoup. Ouais. Parce-que je le deteste quand les peuples me parle, malheureusement! Alors, j'ai pensé que je ne suis pas adapté pour un relation. Mais ce n'est pas tout. Vous voyez, il est aussi très grand. :| Trop grand. Et j'aime petit. Je sortirais avec un homme plus petit que moi. Pas TROP petit, donc.

Je dois l'écrire en français parce-que de la chance que il le voit. :)

Jul. 5th, 2009

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Rant Entry

I wish I wasn't so introverted, I might then welcome other people into my life and KEEP them there. It's obviously because I'm quiet, or when I'm not, I say the wrong thing. Either way, people eventually end up forgetting about me. I suppose because that process is engraved in my script, I don't tend to stick with others for too long, maybe or maybe not I'm subconsciously certain I'll be forgotten about. I know it's my fault; I can only be an exciting person when I have the energy for it. My activity is directed towards work done alone, and I've always been that way. Again, I wish I wasn't so introverted. Then maybe I could be more assertive and direct others attention more towards me, or maybe if I just knew what to say most of them, I would say it and make an impression. I have a feeling many don't have an impression on me.

On a different note, I hate those fuckers who think that because I don't say much, I'm a weak person, and they assume they can do and say all the fuck they want to me. They don't know who they are.

Finally, I don't know if my creative streak is gone, or I'm just fucking pissed to no end that my brother took a knife to my video game disc. Whenever I get into this mood, I feel I have literally no self-worth. Okay, this is turning into a srsly personal journal.

You know, I think I might be used to feeling like the stupid one even if I'm not stupid-stupid. So that when I see someone less quick-witted than I, I hate them. It's all her fault, but at least I've been desensitized.

I do like assuming different personalities, though. Aaand it propels me into mindlessness. As has this. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm an idiot. It's true, I'm just an idiot.

Apr. 28th, 2009


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I look better when I'm thinner. To be Beatrix, I'm gonna try to lose 10 pounds.

I drew this.... extraordinary lineart of what Bea's costume should look like in the hour block of art class today.

Front, back, wig style, arm armor, shoe armor, under-leotard, and rose insignia. I should post it later.

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